I believe that things have become clearer for good ... and the family returned to "accept" I miss jajajaj! I believe that to make bar to return to Carlos (which does not bother me or little) ... I know I've never stopped loving him ... if so, why still keep your pictures and letters when everything Jorge returned it immediately? is a reflection that I did in those days ... but just did not excite me, I know Carlos and I know how proud he is ... pity, because I'd like to try again.
7. In less than 8 days turns 30 ... a new decade unfolds before my eyes ... I hope everything progresses, everything works, and I started on my own ... ie in my life I'm picking up people who never should have let go, special peopleCarlos by far was really the best person treated me and that I wanted with total detachment ... always been more important to me happiness, so much so I sacrificed my own ending with him because I knew if I did not, it would never end the Ph.D. worried about my residence in Colombia ... or if it would end in 2018 jajjaja ... anyway ...
I think I already paid for my mistakes, my folly and selfishness ... I think I already paid for having lost the only valuable I've had in my hand, a being selfless, special, unique! that is what fate has for me ... and if not what I expect, well, good karma your wisdom is welcome! SALUD! hehe
